as a child you come to understand who you will become. the smell of smoke or the idea of an escape allures you quickly or not at all. until one day you’re crying and you’re not completely sure why. until you look in the mirror, and look into your own eyes and realize why. stability turns into instability. love realizes its just lust, or an addiction. theres no such thing as forever, just an indefinite amount of time that is soon massacred into a bloody shamble..
hold your hopes close to your heart, for they are all you may consume in this lifetime.
grotesque thoughts stream through my mind of you
you’ve torn me open over an agreement just to throw a star into my back.
i bleed for you.
i fall for you.
i rise to scorn you.
goodbye.